So, I am not going to see my mom for about 6 weeks. She is in the Democratic Republic of Congo for her job, which is a little scary but it's going to be okay. That means no more weekend vacations from my life, no more little boosts in weight (even if they are short lived) over the weekend, either.
To be honest, I am scared. I am scared that if I don't have those gaps, I really will go downhill and succumb to the ED entirely. I am tricking myself into only eating about 600-700 calories, which seems like a lot these days.
I just need to make it to December.
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